Today I went to my doctor to talk about my heightened stress and anxiety levels. She asked me loads of questions, which revealed a lot of information I am not about to disclose to society at large. But, after all that, she decided to try me out on a mild antidepressant and an anti anxiety medication. So I am today starting a round of Celexa and half a xanax. I don't feel any different yet, of course, but I am hopeful that at the very least I will get some benefit from them.
On more upbeat news... My brain has been telling me for a day or two now that it is about time to work on another piece of music. I have been humming a tune I have never heard before while at work, a common sign to me that creativity is trying to escape. I don't think it is finished yet, but it probably is ripe enough to pluck from my subconscious and give it a name. This is the fun part, feeding and clothing a single, small melody until it shines like the piece of work it was meant to be. Sometimes it is lively and full of instruments. Sometimes it is quiet and shy, with only a piano or a guitar. But each one is unique and special in its own way. Stay tuned, and I will let you know how it progresses.
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